Surved

Who was the last male you talked to?
--In person, it was DanDan. Then Boykey hit me up on MyspaceIM.

Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
--Aldo! He's freaking hilarious, I always tell him that though. He's just so animated.

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
--Laying on the couch, trying to get up but was feeling too comfortable to get the hell off the couch. I was probably talking to DanDan too.

What were you doing an hour ago?
--Probably chillin' with DanDan or on my way home.

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
--No, not quite yet. It wouldn't be a good idea to do that just now.

Are you wearing anything on your feet?
--I'm wearing two pairs of socks.

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
--The rest of the summer yet to come, flag football conditioning, and making bank in one weekend! Holla!

Do you remember your dreams?
--Yes, most of them. I had a weird dream last night.

When/who was your last hug?
--My last hug was Evil, and it was last night when he was leaving.

Have you been to a baby shower?
--Yezzir.

What color is your hair brush?
--It's silver and black.

Do you watch the Super Bowl?
--Not really.

What about World Cup?
--Negative.

Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
--No, but I have all these stuffed animals & things on my bed. They're just there to be there, though. They were gifts, but I don't really sleep with them. I'll hug a pillow, lol.

What is the last movie you watched?
--Lock, Stock, and Two Barrels. I think that was the name of the movie ... some Ska film. It was pretty crazy!

What movie do you think everyone should watch?
--Corky Romano!

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
--HAHA, if I have children, I like Isaiah as a name for a boy and Isabelle for a girl. Cute names that start with I, because not many people's names start with I.

What color is your mailbox?
--White?

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
--It depends which way you're coming from, but there are two ways that you could go where you cross a bridge to get to my house.

What brand is your computer printer?
--I don't have a computer printer. I mean, I do, but I don't have the cords for it so I don't consider that actually HAVING a printer.

How many cars can fit in your driveway?
--I don't know, it's an apartment building and the tenants park their cars on the sides of the road outside the building and my mom's Lexus is the only car that parks in the one parking spot right outside the apartment.

Are you taller than your mom?
--Heck yes.

Do you have any bruises right now?
--Yes, I have lots of bruises that I don't even know happened.

Are you cold right now?
--No, not really. I'm up in a tank top. It feels good.

Do any of your close friends have kids?
--Yes.

Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
--Yes, I know many people who are preggo right now.

What brand are your favorite jeans you own?
--Forever 21, lol and they're also ripped at the thighs but I still wear those motherfuckers.

What is the closest red object to you?
--The case for the lights that Eazy gave me.

What is your favorite video game?
--Right now, it's Fear 2 and Call of Duty: World at War.

Have you ever broken a pinata?
--I've helped break it, but I wasn't the person who hit it and caused it to break at the end.

Do you have an iPod or Mp3 player?
--My iPod got stolen, again.

If someone doesn't like you its probably because?
--I don't know, there could be a lot of various reasons. Maybe because they might have been offended by something I said or did?

Have you ever crawled through a window?
--LOL, I be doing that almost every damn day.

Do you lose your keys often?
--No, not really!

How many keys are on your key chain?
--There are at least four of them. Two are my house & apartment keys and the other two are my room keys.

When was your last encounter with the police?
--Like 3 - 4 days ago, when Sutdan got pulled over for studded tires.

Do you sing in the shower?
--Yes, but only when no one's home.

Do you always wear your seat belt in the car?
--Yes, I have to. When I'm in the back, I'm less cautious about it but I still end up putting it on, it's just not the first thing I do like when I'm in the front seat.

What is annoying you right at this moment?
--The internet is madd slow!

Easy does it well

I have to get back on my feet and get my shit together, because I admit, since I was 14, I made my own money, did a lot on my own, and now it's the total opposite. That vacation to Hawaii killed me - I mean, yes, it was the time of my life, but I could have done a lot better money managing there. Lately, my life everyday has been occurring around a sausage fest. Nothing but the niggas been around lately, well mostly the niggas.

So, what's been really happening lately?

Eazy just left, and it's not the same at the house anymore. Granted, we just met each other like maybe a month or less ago, but being around them everyday (and night), you learn a lot about the people you're with in such a short time. It just depends how often you're with that person. Eazy's one of those people that you won't ever forget because his personality is the type that makes you feel hyped and happy. I guess that even though I have known him for a short amount of time (so far), I've learned a lot from just being around him and talking to him. It's weird without him being around, usually we'll wake up to Eazy's music bumpin downstairs while he's getting ready in that scary/lonely ass basement. I'll see him again though, that's guaranteed. $5 DOLLARS A FISH!

I now have two baby palm trees, but those motherfuckers look dead. Before Eazy left, he asked me to take these two baby palm trees and revive them. I thought that the guys were pullin some tricky shit on me, because I was watering it and the water wasn't being absorbed, it was coming back out from the little pan thing on the bottom (idk what it's called, I'm not a plant person) and I looked at the barcode sticker on the pot, it said "bonsai in plastic container" ... So I thought to myself, "If this was the real thing, why would it say something obvious on the sticker like the fact that it's in a plastic container? Did these losers get these from the trick store?!" I know that sounds really ridiculous for me to think that, but these guys know I'm gullible so anything could go you know. Anyways! Eazy handed these baby palm trees to me to take care of and I named one of them after him (Eazy) and the other one's name is E. hahahahaaha I'll change a name later, I couldn't come up with one.

I know that everyone is wondering "I thought Inmaly was supposed to leave?" Yes, I was supposed to leave, but there was something I was keeping from a lot of people for the past few months. After I enlisted, I was feeling okay about the whole thing, until realization starting creeping in. When I first stepped foot in to the Reserves recruiting office, I wanted to do the Guard, but I didn't know what the differences were between the Reserves and the Guard and on top of that, I went in to the wrong office. I took my ASVAB, got the scores, passed for the job that I wanted, but I didn't get the job that I wanted, I got 21Echo, Heavy Equipment Operator. At first, I thought it was done for me. I didn't want to go through with it when I didn't get the job that I wanted, but then of course the recruiters changed my mind (they would) to tell me that I could change my job later down the line and that the more jobs I have in the Army, the more experience, the more help I would have later getting a job in the civilian world. YES, THAT'S TRUE, BUT... Why go through 3 months of training for an MOS that I'm going to eventually change and then have to go through some more training again for my new MOS? I don't wanna go back & forth, and yes, I'd like to have a lot of job experience, but I feel like I would be wasting time doing something that I won't want to be doing. That's not a risk I'm willing to take, I mean, what if something happens where I couldn't switch jobs after all? Nothing is ever guaranteed. So, I finally got the balls to go in and tell my recruiter and the station commander that I wasn't going to be shipping off to basic training anymore, and they told me bullshit coming out of their ass: I won't be able to enlist ever again. I'm messing up my future. Worse, they thought that I was scared to be going to basic training. No, I was scared that I would realize I made a mistake and know that it was too late for me to turn back after I was sworn in the second time and signed the contract for the final time before I ship off to basic. I came strong in the end, though. I know I made the right decision and I know not to settle for less when it comes to things like this, it was my future. I had to do what was right.

So, that's what's going on. I'm still trying to look for a job over here, nothing's happening so far but I know I haven't been trying hard enough. I have been having more fun than trying to find work, so I know that's me. Watch me come out on top again.