Him.

"Is this gonna last? You're up on a pedestal; are we moving too fast? Feel like I'm in crazy competition with the past. That's why I gotta ask - is anything I'm done brand new?"

Okay, I've been telling myself that I gotta get through this, or out of this. Only two things I could do: Put myself through this, or leave. I feel like it's too early to make any decisions, but I know that I'll just irk the shit out of myself if I stay around & wait any longer. It's like, I want to wait, but I don't want to sit around & wait for no reason. You never know what's going to happen. I make myself look stupid & hung up on you when it's not likewise.

I know why I'm like this though. I know I am giving as much as I can to be the significant other to you, but I am giving myself to someone who's not even worth it. Why do I keep on holding on? I'm stupid, I know. It's harder than it looks, though! I know I'm not the only one whose been in this position. I mean, when you care for someone - you care for them. You can't help it, it's your emotions.

This nigga is SOOO CLUELESS though. Like, it's more than that - he's oblivious. Oblivious to the fact that I care for him more than he thinks, and I give more than what he deserves. I know I deserve better. Okay, I'm going to stop complaining because I'm the only one that puts myself through this.

See! It's times like these I wish I was heartless.
Fuck it,
Haha, I'll get through it. I always do.
SOONER THAN LATER: I'm going to be the one that's gone. That's a 110% sure fact. . & it is what it is. 'Nuff said. Goodbye2Usoon.

So here's another Dwele song, because I can't get enough of Dwele.
Weekend Love.
Whoever you are, wherever you are .. Enjoy!