sticks and stones

Words have always affected me badly. It's always been easy to get to me through saying anything and everything. I'm easily offended, amused, pissed, etc ...

Which is why even though you aren't supposed to mean anything to me anymore, which you do, and you always will ... It still hurts. What you said.

You never said sorry.

You were the last person who I thought would ever say anything like that to me. And you are the first person, besides Michelle Rivera, (and how funny you two are so tight with each other now), that has said anything that cruel to me...

It still hurts ... and I'm still trying to deal with it. I'm still crying about it, I'm still thinking about it. Even though I didn't hear it come out of your mouth, and even though it was stupid little texts ... they still caused a tremendous amount of pain.

All I could think is "How could you?"